SHAH

1.        Not eating well. 2.        Eating a lot. 3.        Having a girlfriend or a wife. 4.        Not having a girlfriend or a wife. 5.        Having children. 6.        Not having children. 7.        Having a job. 8.        Not having a job. 9.        Loving someone. 10.    Not being loved. 11.    Being hated. 12.    Being non-religious. 13.    Being religious. 14.    Travelling. 15.    Not travelling. 16.    Being among depressed. 17.    Being among happy. 18.    Watch seasons or movies with either good trailer or good first few impressions and the rest is boring. 19.    Listenin...

So I am a struggling engineering student who has no clue what the future holds for him. I have been more of a failure than a success but one thing I really loved through out my life was expressing myself in as many ways as possible. Although my choices were limited as I am not very artistically talented so I opt for writing. Writing for me is a source of catharsis and when I usually do it I am in a very dark corner. During that time these words are my light, my guide and my savior. I have tried other forms of expression but never had a better hold and better output than writing. Sometimes I want to cry out loud and tell everyone my story and my perspective but in the world I live in and the mistakes I have in my history book hold me back. Maybe one day I will be brave enough and bold enough to tell the masses and maybe the will hear me for once and just maybe these words will help them to be on the brighter side of their journey.